Thursday 10 December 2009

defeated

The day I stop crying is the day that I don't have any emotions left. I am broken. I am alone.

All I want now was my mother. I want to cry in her arms, and for her to tell me things will be alright. God, please help me. I can't go on. How can you be cruel sending me away? I am in pain, mum.

Tuesday 8 December 2009

don't let go of me

It's too late. That's what you said. There's no more chances for me. And I have to watch you go away while I'm fighting for my life.

Sunday 6 December 2009

lost

I have my days off during the week. Usually I would spend the whole day with you. These days I felt that you are so distant. You said that you would come to me but you didn't.

I felt like I'm losing you day by day. When I need you the most you're not there anymore. You're supposed to be my rock and my mentor. You're the person I looked up to. You're my inspiration, my best friend and my everything.

Without you I'm lost.